Saturday, April 22, 2017

A Tale of Caring...

Hello, it's Trevor here. As some of you know, this blog post was supposed to have been written last weekend. Sometimes in life things happen, so I will be sharing about that and some other issues on Brenda's heart.

Brenda is now an 8½ year meningioma brain tumor survivor. Her motion issues have become worse, since having gone through this experience. One in particular, is her attacks of benign positional vertigo. Essentially it's when you have a false sense that the room is spinning and when you go back to the original position, before you experience that false sense, the room does not spin. It has something to do with the inner ear and crystals that get out of proportion. Brenda had not had an attack for quite sometime, but last Saturday that all changed.

It lasted well over 5 hours. She had her anti-nausea medicine and meclizine on hand. The trick was to get to it, without falling down. She leaned on her closed toilet seat with her head down and sweat dripping from her hair and down her back. Some of this is going to be unsettling to read, but we want you to get a real sense of what can happen. She begged for the room to stop spinning. She did not cry, as she knew, that would make it worse.

When she finally was able to get to her medication, she slipped her anti-nausea under her tongue, as it dissolves quickly that way. It doesn't work right away though. She ended up having to take the meclizine later, to help alleviate the nausea. Again, this did not work immediately.

This was a very scary experience for Brenda. One of her first thoughts was maybe she was having a heart attack, because of the profuse sweating. She had vertigo attacks before, so she even attempted the half somersault twice, but to no avail. She even felt like she was going to throw up, while she was attempting one. Nothing was working.

She thought about calling for help, but going to the emergency room, they would have given her the same medication, that she had on hand. The only difference is that they maybe would have done a sitting EKG, like the last time, when she was taken over in a wheelchair from the clinic, as that time, they thought maybe anxiety was involved. You think? You don't know what is going on, I'd think that being a bit anxious would be normal.

Anyway on to our tale. Brenda did end up throwing up several times, so she had to keep her wastebasket handy. She felt the best, when she could lie still in her bed, when the room would not spin. Every time she would attempt to get up, it started up again. It was not worth it. Brenda did not eat anything that day. She took her other medications, where she did not have to necessarily eat with them first.

You are so exhausted after an experience like this. She decided that she had to really start caring about herself. She was not feeling up to par on Monday, so she did not go to work. The rest of the week, she only worked 4 or 5 hours. It was better than nothing and getting back to things gradually is the best way to handle this. She did not want to risk even a small attack, as the nausea is now just starting to wear off some.

Brenda has been frustrated about a lot of aspects lately. As you know she is a fierce advocate, but she feels like she has to do everything alone. She doesn't feel that community in some groups and that is where caring comes in. From the outside looking in, there is so much competition or dissention amongst individuals, where it should be everyone working together. I'm just a dog, but it seems like common sense to me.

Several weeks ago at her place of employment, someone came up to Brenda and said; "I've just got to give you a hug." She sensed that Brenda had been struggling. That meant more than you will ever know. It doesn't have to be much. A smile can go a long way. Greeting someone in the morning, can help make their day. We do not know what another person is going through.

Yesterday, someone mentioned to Brenda that they noticed she had been gone. Brenda does not wish to make a big deal about it, but it was nice that someone actually did notice. She also has been struggling with her RA, due to our recent rainy weather.

Brenda does her part to promote other causes, that she believes in. It would be nice to see a little reciprocation. May is National Brain Tumor Awareness Month and yes, we are going to be promoting the book; Real Life Diaries: Living with a Brain Injury formerly in the Grief Diaries Anthology Series.

May is also National Arthritis Awareness Month, and also the month, that Brenda was diagnosed with RA, so we will also be promoting another book that will be published this summer; Real Life Diaries: Living with Rheumatic Disease, where she is again co-author. I am so proud of Brenda and all her accomplishments. I am sure her mother is beaming with pride from Heaven. Brenda misses her mother very much.

Brenda fights every day and I am so doggone proud of her. It broke my golden heart, to have to see her like that, last Saturday.

I think we need to try to be better people or dogs in my case. BOL It's not hard, caring encompasses a lot of things, but starting out slow, will get us there eventually.

I care about all of our readers of this blog. BOL Thanks, for letting good old Trevor, the chance to indulge you with another tale. Take care my friends.  ~Trevor~ 

Saturday, March 25, 2017

Tale of a Brain Injury...

Hello, my fellow readers! Trevor here again, to share another exciting tale. It's National Brain Injury Awareness Month folks, so this particular post will be centered around that.

As you know, Brenda was co-author of a book last year, titled: Grief Diaries: Living with a Brain Injury. Lynda Cheldelin Fell, the founder of Grief Diaries and Brenda's friend, made a pawmazing pawnouncement this week. I am writing this blog, so I am putting some doggy lingo into it. BOL

This book was the first in the series, to now be named; Real Life Diaries: Living with a Brain Injury. A new cover was even created. We think this is really cool, with it being National Brain Injury Awareness Month.  You can still purchase it at Amazon. com. by clicking on the image, that you will find on our main blog page, and that will take you right to Brenda's author page. Lynda was kind enough to help Brenda get that set up, as this was all new to her.

Her friends at CreakyJoints, wanted to do a story on the book and here is that link, so you can check it out.

Brenda was also a guest on her friend, Rick Franzo's radio Internet show, Brain Tumor Talk: Worldwide Radio Show. Brenda shared about the Grief Diaries project, the book, her advocacy work and good old Trevor here, even got mentioned. That made my golden heart sing. BOL Rick is a good friend of ours and we wish him the best, with his new challenge of battling a third brain tumor. Benign, is a word that Brenda and Rick dislike so much. It can still be dangerous, because of location. I can hear Rick saying; "Location, location, location!" BOL Yes, I listen to the show too. In case you forgot what I look like, here I am. This photo was used in Brenda's first published blog post.
                                                       Trevor, The Tell Tale Dog

What an honor this has been for Brenda, to be a part of something much bigger, than her brain injury. Yes, Brenda does indeed live with one. It's called Frontal Lobe Syndrome and that is a result of where her brain tumor was located. The right frontal lobe or the high functioning part of the brain, can cause Brenda to become angry or brought to tears more quickly. It usually occurs when someone she loves or cares about is being wronged. It's also brought her much more empathy for others, and even herself.

Brain injuries are often invisible and that is why it is so hard for some to understand, the ramifications involved. Be gentle around those who experience one. Her kindred spirit who herself lives with a brain injury, bonded with Brenda. She sent her a book on the subject and also a green T-shirt with Brain Injury Awareness. Green is the awareness color for brain injuries. There are many types that are described in great detail in the book.

Please, if you know of someone who lives with a brain injury, this book will help them not to feel so alone on their journey. Brenda found with interacting with all of the writer's stories, that it really brought a lot of comfort and hope.

We don't want to give away the plot, so please order your copy today. It is also available on Kindle and that is also on Brenda's author page on Amazon.

While you are there you can also read Brenda's bio and subscribe to our blog. That would make me a very happy golden boy, BOL

Here's to all the brave ones who deal with brain injuries on a daily basis. Please, do not let them be forgotten. There are fighting as hard as than can and that includes Brenda.

We hope you take this tale to heart and share these facts with your friends. This is Trevor, wishing you love and happiness on your journeys.

Sunday, February 26, 2017

A Tale of ND Cancer Lobby Day at the State Capitol...

Hello, my fellow readers. It's Trevor here, sharing another tale of Brenda's life. This time is going to be about her recent experience at the North Dakota State Capitol. She was invited to participate as an advocate, from the American Cancer Society Cancer Action Network, for the State of North Dakota.

How can you refuse, when you have something like this in your own backyard? Brenda was very excited to become a part of this. She has advocated many times, so this was nothing really new.

It was on February 22nd, this past Wednesday and it was a full day. It started with a hearing on a study on palliative care, which is different from hospice. That was something that Brenda was not that familiar with and was eager to learn more about it. Palliative care is implemented, when someone is diagnosed with a serious illness, at the beginning of their journey. It doesn't just have to be cancer. It brings in the whole team of support, not only for the patient, but for the family members as well. It is really a way of helping the patient to extend their life. Hospice is usually used at the end of life and also provides support for the family.

Brenda found the testimonies and discussion very interesting. More will have to be discussed before a final decision can be voted upon.

Next was getting together with the other advocates for a training session and pictures. They were taught how to approach their local representative, when bringing a bill to their attention. They were to have these meetings during their lunch period.

Brenda also heard a very inspiring story from a survivor and how she felt that palliative care was a big part of her recovery process.

Also during the lunch period she had a chance to sit down with a local house representative, that she had met, when CreakyJoints came to work here, almost 5 years ago. I cannot believe it has been that long. I was part of that day also. BOL

Brenda finally met her local senate representative, who she had emailed back and forth on another issue, several years ago and that was the oral chemo bill, which ended up passing. This is how Brenda got connected with the Grassroots Manager of the American Cancer Society Cancer Action Network for the state of North Dakota.

That afternoon Brenda has a chance to sit in on the House Session. She was seated with her local house representative, who she had lunch with. She was great with explaining the whole process and Brenda enjoyed it so much.

What you don't know is that Brenda had been battling a very bad cough that day. She was doing pretty well, until almost at the end, where she got a horrible coughing spell. She tried so hard. She was handed a cough drop, Kleenex and offered water. You could say that she disrupted the House Session. BOL She felt really bad about the whole experience, but what can you do? If I have to bark I bark, so coughing is probably the same thing right? I'm only a dog, so what would I know. BOL

She didn't get kicked out, but she was so happy when a recess was called. She had been there for almost 2 hours, so it was time to get things wrapped up for the day. She thanked her representative, for allowing her to sit in on this House Session.

Next Brenda went back and filled out some papers, from her experience that day. It was at that time, that she got her picture taken with her local state senator. What an honor!

Brenda enjoyed the whole day and learned a lot. Brenda wanted to do this whole day, in honor of her sister, who passed away from colon cancer. In a way, I think Bev would have been proud of her baby sister, for taking another step with advocacy.

Until next time, this is Trevor reminding you, that making a difference, can start in your own backyard.

Sunday, January 29, 2017

Tale of Snow...

Hi, it's Trevor here, with our first blog post of the year. It has been a January to remember. First, Brenda celebrated another birthday. She picked a cold month to be born. Then we have all of this white stuff to deal with.

Snow is something that I really haven't seen a lot of, until this year. It looks likes caves in areas, where Brenda walks. She has been using her ice treads almost every day to get to work. It is icy underneath the snow, that it helps her stay safe. For those of you who are not familiar with ice treads, they slip underneath your shoe. You pull them across the whole shoe and then there is a Velcro strip to securely pull on the side of the shoe. Brenda keeps these on her shoes all of the time, as her hands with rheumatoid arthritis (RA) can make it difficult to manage. She carries another pair of shoes in her bag to wear.

I have wanted to get out there and play in the snow, but Brenda says it's too dangerous and cold. She tells me, that she hasn't even seen much of her golden friend, because of it being so cold.

I hardly see that much of Brenda when she gets bundled up in the mornings. BOL She wears a coat, that is nice and warm in the inside. She has a cap with a golden retriever on it. Why am I not surprised? BOL She has a hood and a scarf, that her mother crocheted for her over forty years ago, that she puts over her face, to keep that nasty frost bite away. She also has nice warm gloves, to keep hands nice and warm.

In our state of North Dakota, you could end up getting frost bite within 30 minutes or even 10, if it were even colder. We've had wind chills of at least -55° at times. The wind makes it the most miserable for walking. It depends a lot on the direction the wind is coming from.

We've had quite the winter already, and it is only January. Many of you are concerned with Brenda walking out in these cold temperatures. She is smart and knows when it is not safe to walk. She has even been able to manage some rides home from work.

She walks as much as possible, because it helps her remain mobile with her joints. She has had several people stop and offer her rides. Some she has accepted, as they are people who live on her street.

The snow is pretty to look at on the trees. We have even had some days with sun dogs. That means that the temperature is definitely cold. I like the name though. BOL

I have fur, but Brenda says there are days, that it is not even safe for man or beast to be out there. I'm not sure what that means, but she has my best interest at heart. I believe she has a golden one too. BOL

We thought we leave you with a photo, so you could get an idea, what it has been like.

Until next time, this is Trevor wanting to play in the snow. BOL